There hasn’t been a day since I found out that I haven’t been remembering the good times. I remember the first time we met, your transitions, to the last time I saw you. I can still feel the choke in my voice and the silence brought to the school when they announced your passing. Fuck why you. There is no sense in this. You were so ambitious, I grew jealous of you often. I can still hear your laugh, those lame jokes you’d always crack, how straight up you were, you continued to be the homie. I’ll never forget the advice you gave me; you were the first guy I ever opened up to and that’s why for the longest time you were like a brother to me. Youre gonna live on. I hope you know all the tears being shedded for you is because we love you. Watch over us brother. You did your good in our lives, rest in peace and paradise Adrian C.
That day, I shouted at the top of my lungs, screaming for existence. The world was cold and it was my greatest enemy.I stood still on the edge of a cliff, the wind pushing and pulling. The grey bliss of the morning, told me today would not be the same. We only begin to exist once we’ve left our mark. The world and I became best friends.